As life continues with the cats on board, I still reflect on how I found them and I get amazed at the strong bond, the strong attachment that they have with me. I don't take that for granted.
Every single day, no matter where I am in the house and what I do, they're right there alongside with me. As I move about from one room to another, they follow me. As I open the bedroom door every morning, they're right there, camped out by the door waiting for me. I finally moved their fluffy mattress bed there so they'll be more comfortable. This morning, they were sleeping on each other, much like the time when I first found them at their adoption cage; but as soon as they heard that door open, they sprang up to greet me. ... They greet me every day when I come home, as I go through that garage door into the rec room.. there they both are, standing up and waiting. Always.
I look back sometimes, just for a moment, on how utterly sad I was over losing Princess in August. That awful day. And how I tried to continue living in this house without her, feeling the unbearable emptiness every time while the universe kept sending me the same message through several people: "When are you gonna get another cat?", they would say or suggest. I had to be led, literally, to that pet psychic... literally following a stranger by happenstance on that day, October 5th, where the message fell upon me that my poor cat in spirit wanted to come back. Soon. Before Christmas even, "at a place like a Petsmart". She said I would know, that she'll be "this tiny little kitten". She picked up that my poor cat 'had to be put to sleep', and that there was a problem with her kidneys or liver. And that I called her "my baby". I know that perhaps this nickname may be common for many pet owners; but I did call her 'my baby', all the time, in a special way. The fact of the matter was, this pet psychic was 100% correct about Princess's life and passing.
It would have to happen that I would get that sudden urge to steer the car to the Petco one day without giving it a second thought. Where I could not at first find a cat in all the cages that 'called' to me. Until I found this tiny tabby kitten with a foreign name tagged on the cage but who I later learned was nicknamed... "Princess"... Who would know her way around the house, and show me that she'll jump all the steps "upstairs" to "beddie bye" as soon as she heard it, who would run over to me the first time she would hear it was "time for [dinner]".
It has been a miracle. In more than one way.
And Gabriel.. well, it was love-at-first-sight with him too...Both of them were in the same cage along with two other orange cats. When I first touched Gabriel and held him, I knew immediately he was special. I mean, when this cat touches you, you literally feel the heat emanating from his huge white paws ... He is definitely a healing cat.
The arrival of these cats has created a kind of good luck, a kind of ... new lease on life for me. I began to sleep better as my sadness was replaced with amazement in my heart. And then I suddenly got recruited for a new IT job just a few weeks after their arrival. In the dead-of-winter, something that has rarely happened to me in my entire consulting history. Everything has cruised on peacefully ever since.
This is a ...furry miracle.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
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