Ah'm Gabriel here again and as you awl know bah now, Ah am really happy and lawve mom laike mah life. Ah'll do cartwheels for her, or at the very least, roll mah belly when she asks.
But there's one thang Ah just don't trust: When she opens that door "downstairs" and Ah hear that beep sound, Ah still get nervous and run up the steps. [alarm beep].
Mand you, she ain't holding anythang in her hands. But Ah just know that, through that door, thangs tend to go out of control. Like when she grabs me and puts me een that thang [carrier] and Ah go out of the house altogether. Ah really don't care how long it's been since that happened [it's been several months now]. Ah just have no interest in gettin' out of mah house altogether.
Ah've got no whatsoever curiosity as to what's out there through that door. Ah'm perfectly happy een here and don't really want to go anywhare. Just laike Pipi - she doesn't want to leave, never does. But mom keeps tryin' to explain it to me. The other day Ah got startled again when Ah heard the beep sound and Ah scrambled upstairs on the double. And then of course Ah come down a step or two to check on mom anywah.
So she started tawlking to me: "Gabriel, we're NOT going anywhere, okay? When I say "I'm gonna go bye-bye, it's okay - I'M the only one's that leaving. Okay? It's only when I say "We're going to the DOCTOR, or the CLIPPER's, that's when YOU come with me. Okay?"
It got embarassin': Ah'm listening the whole time standing upright at the top step, but Ah'm turning mah head away from mom the whole time she's talking to me. Ah mean, does it awl have to be spelled out laike that? Do Ah have to hear "doctor"??!!
..Ah just dawn't wawnt to have another panic attack in that box, you know? [the carrier].
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
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